I don’t care who I lose as long as it’s not me again
I Don’t Care Who I Lose | As Long As I Don’t Lose Myself
There’s a line in the dirt where I planted my name
A promise I made when the world went insane
I’ve watched good hearts break and bad ones rise
But I won’t trade my soul just to be liked
I’ve been the shoulder, I’ve been the blame
I’ve carried ghosts that never knew my pain
I’ve worn every mask they told me to wear
But the man in the mirror don’t live there
They said, “Bend a little, play the part,
Keep your mouth shut, hide your scars”
But I’d rather stand alone in a storm
Than be loved for someone I’m not anymore
I don’t care who I lose
If I lose myself, I lose it all
I burn too bright to fade into the wall
Let the bridges burn, let the silence call
‘Cause I don’t care who I lose
As long as I don’t lose myself
I watched friends turn fake for a taste of fame
Sold their truth for a borrowed name
But I’d rather bleed out on my own two feet
Than kneel for a crown that don’t fit me
They can whisper, they can talk
I walk my road, I take my loss
Every scar’s a prayer, every wound can bleed
I’m still alive, that’s all I need
You can take your applause, your shallow crowns
Your easy lies and pretty sounds
I fought too long just to breathe free
So if it’s me or the world, I’ll still choose me
我在泥土劃下底線，刻上我的姓名
這是世界瘋狂時，我對自己許下的誓言
我曾見善良被粉碎，看惡人步步登高
但我絕不賣掉靈魂，只為討好世人發笑
我曾做過依靠的肩膀，也背過莫名的黑鍋
我曾背負過往的幽靈，他們卻不懂我的落魄
我曾戴上他們強加給我的每一張面具
直到鏡子裡的那個人，再找不到一絲蹤跡
他們說：「向現實低頭吧，演好你的角色，
閉上你的嘴，藏好你的傷疤痕跡。」
但我寧願獨自佇立在狂風暴雨之中
也不願扮演一個虛假的化身，被愛得麻木面目全非
我不在乎會失去誰
如果失去自我，我將一無所有
我曾燃起烈火，絕不甘心默默泯滅
那就燒掉退路的橋梁，任憑死寂在身後迴響
因為我不在乎會失去誰
只要，我沒有弄丟我自己
我曾看着朋友為了虛名變得虛偽諂媚
出賣真理，只為換取一個借來的頭銜
但我寧願雙腳站立，直到鮮血流盡
也絕不為一頂不屬於我的王冠而下跪
任憑他們竊竊私語，流言漫天
我自獨行我路，甘願承受虧欠
每一道傷疤都是祈禱，每一處傷口都在滴血
但我還活着——這就是我需要的一切
拿走你們的掌聲吧，還有那膚淺的王冠
拿走你們廉價的謊言，和虛偽的花言巧語
我戰鬥了太久，只為了能自由呼吸
所以，如果要在世界和我之間做選擇……我依然選擇我自己！